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Wednesday, September 21, 2005
if u need me call the house
Posted at 01:54 pm by PinkTink1224
Saturday, September 03, 2005
YAY!!. . .we beat north last nite. . .35-7.. ..how awesome is that?. . . last nite was rather interesting...i havent had that much fun in a while!!..and i really needed that!! . but wat sucks now. . is im sick....so not cool...and i cant believe that im up this early on a saturday!!...well actually it wasnt my choice..sum1 called and woke me up...i hate it wen ppl do that..
sometimes you've got to work harder for the things
that mean the most to you because if everything came easily,
nothing would be as appreciated. you're so worth it all.
it's that sort of thing
that makes you think too much
i now compare all guys
to you and you know what?
they never meaure up..
and the sad thing is that
some of them are probably
"better" than you....
but i just cant see it
and when our eyes meet the world stops spinning
your all i think about and i only wanna be with you i didn't think love was worth fighting for but then i remember your face and i'm ready for war
" ive fallen too hard for the promise
that someones going to be there...
noones ever been there.."?
after a while you learn the difference between holding hands and falling in love...you begin to learn kisses dont always mean something and promises can be broken just as quickly as they are made...and sometimes, goodbyes really are forever.
like the time when the clock read 11:11
& you said "make a wish", so i wished
that we'd never go our separate ways or
say a thousand bitter things... but now i
see that wishes aren't worth anything.
I always catch the clock
on 11:11, and now you wanna talk
It's not hard to dream
You'll always be My Konstantine
- something corporate
every penny in a well ; every broken wishbone
every 11:11 on a clock ; every finger crossed, every turn of a necklace pendant ; every star in the sky; every fallen eyelash, every blown out candle - every wish i could make .. will never give me you
Everything I do fails... I wish on stars, wish on birthday candles, put you on my Christmas list, throw coins in fountains and make a wish, wish at 11:11. Not to mention, love you, dream about you, and think about you every moment I can. Yet, nothing works. And as much as I want to lose hope in all these things, I can't because if I stop believing then they really won't ever come true.
Posted at 11:45 am by PinkTink1224
Monday, August 22, 2005
Keep true to the dreams of your youth
With love and patience, nothing is impossible
There's a secret I've been keeping, I'm afraid to fall in love, cause I've been hurt
How far do I have to go to make you understand
I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't
Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are
So I'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say how far
I WANT TO BE SIX AGAIN.
I want to go to McDonalds and think it's the best place to eat. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make waves with rocks. I want to think M&M's are better than money because you can eat them. I want to play kickball during recess and stay up Christmas Eve waiting to hear Santa or Rudolph on the roof. I long for the days when life was simple. When all you knew were your colors, the addition tables, and simple nursery rhymes, but it didn't bother you because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. I want to go to school and have snack time, recess, gym, and field trips. I want to be happy, because I don't know what should make me upset. I want to think the world is fair and everyone in it is great. I want to believe anything is possible. Sometime while I was maturing I learned too much. I learned of nuclear weapons, starving children, battered wives, death, unhappy marriages, and abused children. I learned of the unhappiness that exists and like my addition tables, I never forgot it. I want to be six and think that everyone I know including myself will live forever because I don't know the concept of death. I want to be oblivious to the complexity of life and be overly excited by the little things again. I want television to be something I watch for fun, not something I use for an escape from the things I should be doing. I want to think answering the phone is a privilege not a pain in the neck, and that the bus rides are fun regardless of where I am going, not an inconvenience because I could have driven there faster by car. I want to live not knowing the little things I find exciting will not always make me happy as when I first learned them. I remember not seeing the world as a whole but rather being aware of things which directly concern me. I want to be looking at the picture of life so closely that I can only see the people directly around me--family and friends--as the people who concern me, unaware of the power of government and the possibility I have of being insignificant. I want to be naive enough to think that if I am happy so is everyone else. Because by being aware you take on responsibility, the responsibility to act or to know you didn't and live with the consequences. I want to walk down the beach and think only of the sand under my bare feet and the possibility of finding that blue piece of seaglass that I am looking for. I long for the days when while I walked down the beach it was the only thing I thought of. But those days are gone. I am destined now to walk the beach always thinking other thoughts, worrying other worries, reliving memories good and bad that the beach reminds me of, enjoying the view and air but never completely removing myself from the thinking, worrying, and rethinking that is always going on inside of me. I want to be six again, happy to be alive yet unaware of what life really is, for that matter unaware of what happiness really is. I want to spend my afternoons climbing trees and riding my bike, letting the grown ups worry about time, the dentist, and how to find the money to fix the car's battery. I want to wonder what I'll do when I grow up, not to worry about what I'm going to do after graduation. It's not that I want to live my life over again, I'm basically happy with how things turned out--so far. Rather I want to be able to escape but not have to pay for it later. I want to be able to visit my six year old state of mind, play in my six year old state of mind dirt and swim in my six year old state of mind water. Life was good then but I didn't know enough to realize it. I was so anxious to grow up I spent time, I should have enjoyed being young, acting older. I want that time back. I want to use it now as an escape so that when I have a computer program, six reading assignments, two depressed friends, and second thoughts about my major I can travel back and build a snowman without thinking about anthing except why the snow sticks together and what I could possibly use for the snowman's mouth.
Posted at 07:56 pm by PinkTink1224
Sunday, August 14, 2005
AHHH!!...School starts back tomorrow!..nnnnooooo..i dont wanna go!!..this is soo very uncool!!...and i still havent read that stupid book for english..grr..and im not going to have ne time to read it today..i guess that im screwed..haha..oh well..blah...
Posted at 12:29 pm by PinkTink1224
Sunday, August 07, 2005
blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
Lookin' at your picture from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do
Could protect me from you that night
Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me
I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again
Just want you to know
All the doors are closing, I'm trying to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day
The day you slipped away
And I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go (oh)
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say (yeah)
I would do it all again
Just want you to know
That since I lost you
I lost myself (oh)
No I can't fake it
There's no one else
I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me (come back to me)
But still I have to say (I have to say, I)
I would do it all again (do it all again)
Just want you to know ('cause I can't fight it)
That I've been fighting to let you go (oh)
Some days I make it through (and then there's)
And then there's nights that never end (never end)
I wish that I could believe (yeah)
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say (but still I have to say)
No, I would do it all again
Just want you to know
I'm full of regret
For all things that I've done and said
I've learned that things change people change.
and it doesn't mean - you forget the past or try
to cover it up » it simply means that you M0VE
0N & treasure the memories.. letting go doesn't
mean giving up * it just means [ accepting ]
that some things just werent MEANT T0 BE «3.
The greatest [[ c h a l l e n g e ]] ×0.
in life is tO find sOmeone
whO knows all your || fLaWs ||
|| diFFrEnCes || aNd || miStaKes ||
yet still lOveS [ [ e v e r y t h i n g ] ] abOut you
maybe some *people*
aReN't -MeAnT- 2 bE iiN
our lives .. f o r e v e r
|.| maybe some are just |.|
passiing *; through ;' too
teach us a ((l e s s o n))
» iin evry gurrlsz liife there will. |
alwaysz bee `*' th0se 3 guysz..`
[ the 0ne she l0ves ] // [ the wun'
she hatesz ] & [ tha wun she cant
get enuff 0f ] . '.. & in the end `|
Their all tHe s . a . m . e guy «`
eVeRy ((NoW-n-ThEn))
yOu WaKe Up To A dAy
ThAt AfFeCtS yOuR _wHoLe LiFe_
tHe DaY iN yOuR lIfE
wHeN yOu KnO yOu'Ll
N e V e R bE [tHe SaMe] AgAiN
tHe DaY tHaT .::cHaNgEs::.
tHe WaY yOu ThInK aBoUt
ºEvErYtHiNgº AnD ºeVeRyOnEº
Brick wall
Waterfall
Dickie thinks he got it all
But he dont-
And i do
So BOOM with that attitude!
Peace punch
Capt'n Crunch
I got something
You cant touch
Bang bang-Choo choo train
Wind me up-I'll do my thang!
Reese's pieces-7up
Mess with me' I'll fuck you up!
the more we dont talk ; the more i
realize how much i really like you
... beCause i canTt even have yOu
as a friend
so i`ll just erase everything...
...and i`ll forget about youu..*
its just too bad that this might
be one of the hardest things'
i may ever have to do..
*PrOmIsEs* *mEaN* *EvErYtHiN*
BuT *AfTa* tHeYrE *BRoKeN*
*SoRrY* *mEaNs* *nOtHin*
.....sry i dont ever write in this thing..its jus to open to put stuff in here..
Posted at 10:53 pm by PinkTink1224
Saturday, August 06, 2005
who i am hates who ive been
RELIENT K LYRICS
"Who I Am Hates Who I've Been"
I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics...
'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.
[Chorus]
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.
I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up.
I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.
And I can’t let that happen again
‘cause then you’ll see my heart
in the saddest state it’s ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
[Pre-Chorus x2]
[Chorus]
Who I am hates who I've been
and who I am won’t take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I’ve been
‘cause who I’ve been only ever made me...
So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I’m ready to try and never become that way again
‘cause who I am hates who I’ve been.
Who I am hates who I’ve been
Posted at 05:15 pm by PinkTink1224
boredem..AGAIN...i need to get sum more titles other than boredem
Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me
Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby.....Britney Spears..Everytime
I don`t wanna leave, but we both know sometimes
it`s better to go. somehow I know we`ll meet again
not sure quite where and I don`t know just when. just
know youu`re in my heart until then.
faith that things will work out for the best,
that whatever sent us off in different directions is
the very same thing that will bring us back together
THE TRUTH AB0UT GiRLS <3
- midol is like crack; end of story.
- we love ben && jerrys more than you.
- we will never be too old for sleepovers.
- gossip isn`t a sin; it`s an art.
- we aren`t ashamed to cry.
- we must go to the bathroom in groups.
- we have this thing called feelings; don`t hurt them.
- there`s no point in having an ex if you can`t be a bitch to him.
- hoes over bros. no questions asked.
- we don`t wake up looking pretty. it takes time and effort.
- sometimes is just never quite enough.
- we need girls nights; OFTEN.
- we hold grudges and we never forget the things you say to us that hurt.
- it doesn`t matter who dumped who or why. whenever we see an ex with another girl, it always bothers us.. not because we`re not over you, but because we know we used to be that girl.
- makeup can hide so many things, like puffy eyes from crying to huge scars from a broken heart.
- no guy wants to marry a whore. well, no girl wants to marry a manwhore either.
- never ever ask a girl what she weighs; or imply anything about her weight being too much or too little. just don`t do it.
- our eyes are located in our heads. not our chest or but when you`re not looking in our eyes, WE KN0W.
because of youu, i never stray too far from the sidewalk
because of youu i learned to play on the safe side so i
don`t get hurt. because of youu i find it hard to trust not
only me, but everyone around me, because of youu i am
AFRAID
Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of you and i wish on a star that somewhere you are thinking of me too ~Dreaming of you (Selena)~
Dreams last, even after you're gone I know, that you love me and soon you will see you were meant for me and i was meant for you ~You were meant for me (Jewel)~
Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything i thought i knew You were the one i loved The one thing that i tried to hold on to ~Goodbye to you(Michelle Branch)~
I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows you away
I wanna be the one to hold you
Every bit of air you’re breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven ~Inside your heaven (Carrie Underwood)~
*never settle for anything less then butterflies*
the butterflies in my stomach
they could bring me to my knees
There aren't very many people that can give you butterfly's. So when you find some one that can...... Never let them go."
But that's just it; the butterflies never seem to accompany the right people. And all the guys who are right for you, they never make your stomach go flip-flop
There are not many people in this world with the ablility to give you butterflies, and if you dont tell those people how you feel, It'll be like spending the rest of your life in your own personal prison.
[ LiVE for the moments ] ©
that bring butterflies to your stomache; and smiles to your face.
~*~And everyone better be nice to my cuz Taylor, cuz shes jus like me...everything she knows the learns from me..and i love her and shes the greatest cuz i could ever ask for..sniff sniff..im getting emotional..NOT..but i luv ya tay..u really are a cool cuz to have around~*~
Posted at 01:08 am by PinkTink1224
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
i'm bored...blah blah blah...ooo..guess wat...i got contacts..yay..go me..now im special...wait i was always special..lol...yea im bored..im talkin about nuttin important.. and nothin really interesting has happened to me in a while.. blah...my parents wont let me drive..so i can go newhere which totally sucks...i dont kno y i cant drive...i mean...i wrecked over a month ago...grr..this was lame..y did i even write in here?
Posted at 11:47 am by PinkTink1224
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Probably Wouldnt Be this Way
Probably Wouldnt Be This Way
Leann Rimes
Got a date a week from Friday with a preacher's son
Everybody says he's crazy
I'll have to see
I finally moved to Jackson when the summer came
I won't have to pay that boy to rake my leaves
I'm probably going on and on
It seems I'm doing more of that these days
(Chorus 1)
I probably wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't hurt so bad
I never pictured every minute without you in it
Oh you left so fast
Sometimes I see you standing there
Sometimes it's like I'm losing touch
Somtimes I feel that I'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much
God gave me a moment's grace
Cause if I'd never seen your face
I probably wouldn't be this way
Mama says that I just shouldn't speak to you
Susan says that I should just move on
You oughta see the way these people look at me
When they see me round here talking to this stone
Everybody thinks I've lost my mind
But I just take it day by day
(Chorus 2)
I probably wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't hurt so bad
I never pictured every minute without you in it
Oh you left so fast
Sometimes I see you standing there
Sometimes I feel an angel's touch
Sometimes I feel that I'm so lucky to have had the chance to love this much
God gave me a moment's grace
Cause if I'd never seen your face
I probably wouldn't be this way
I probably wouldn't be this way
Got a date a week from Friday with a preacher's son
Everybody says I'm crazy
Guess I'll have to see
Posted at 01:37 am by PinkTink1224
But I Do Love You
I don’t like to be alone in the night
And I don’t like to hear I’m wrong when I’m right
And I don’t like to have the rain on my shoe
But I do love you, but I do love you
I don’t like to see the sky painted gray
And I don’t like when nothing’s going my way
And I don’t like to be the one with the blues
But I do love you, but I do love you
Love everything about the way you’re loving me
The way you lay your head
Upon my shoulder when you sleep
And I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, oh I do
I don’t like to turn the radio on
Just to find I missed my favorite song
And I don’t like to be the last with the news
But I do love you, but I do love you
Love everything about the way you’re loving me
The way you lay your head
Upon my shoulder when you sleep
And I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, oh I do
And I don’t like to be alone in the night
And I don’t like to hear I’m wrong when I’m right
And I don’t like to have the rain on my shoes
But I do love you but I do love you
But I do love you but I do love you
How do I live
How do i,
Get through the night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
Oh, i
I need you in my arms, need you to hold,
You’re my world, my heart, my soul,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything good in my life,
And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do i, how do i, oh how do I live?
Without you,
There’d be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There’d be no world left for me.
And i,
Baby I don’t know what I would do,
I’d be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life,
And tell me now,
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do i, how do i, oh how do I live?
Please tell me baby,
How do I go on?
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything,
I need you with me,
Baby don’t you know that you’re everything,
Real in my life?
And tell me now,
How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do i, how do i, oh how do I live?
How do I live without you?
How do I live without you baby?
Written In the Stars
I am here to tell you we can never meet again
Simple really, isn’t it, a word or two and then
A lifetime of not knowing where or how or why or when
You think of me or speak of me or wonder what befell
The someone you once loved so long ago so well
Never wonder what I’ll feel as living shuffles by
You don’t have to ask me and I need not reply
Every moment of my life from now until I die
I will think or dream of you and fail to understand
How a perfect love can be confounded out of hand
Is it written in the stars
Are we paying for some crime
Is that all that we are good for
Just a stretch of mortal time
Is this god’s experiment
In which we have no say
In which we’re given paradise
But only for a day
Nothing can be altered, there is nothing to decide
No escape, no change of heart, no anyplace to hide
You are all I’ll ever want, but this I am denied
Sometimes in my darkest thoughts, I wish I’d never learned
What it is to be in love and have that love returned
Posted at 01:31 am by PinkTink1224
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